Tomorrow I see the consultant but I have the familiar feeling of dread – I’m preparing myself for the worst and I wouldn’t be at all surprised if he tells me I need further surgery. My shoulder is really sore today and I feel like at two weeks post surgery it should not feel like it does. I fear that maybe I’ve damaged it again, getting undressed or sleeping in the wrong position. I’m going to do as little as possible today but to be honest if something is not right with it then rest is going to do little to fix it. I’m toying with the idea of packing my overnight bag now, on the basis that if it’s packed then it won’t be needed. There is a junior doctors’ strike planned for next week so if more surgery is needed I guess it will be sooner rather than later. 😦