I’m now beginning to worry about how fragile my arm is, worrying about whether or not my shoulder is being held in the correct position and whether or not the smallest movement may cause another tear in the tendon which was recently repaired. I’m even waking in the morning worrying that I may have had my arm in the wrong position while sleeping – even though I am sleeping with it in the sling every night. If that wasn’t bad enough I’ve managed to bump that arm quite hard this morning and now that it’s really sore I’m worrying more!
I really must get a grip – I’m not seeing the consultant for another week and if I’m not careful I’ll drive myself mad. I’m trying to convince myself it was only a bump but the slightest flick of a duvet cover was enough to warrant major surgery last week đŸ˜«
Total Shoulder Replacement 
Michelle Lester said:
Hiya Michelle, been catching up with last few days blog.
I know it must be so hard especially when you had came on so well but come on girl, head up chin up and that strong brave fighter of a lovely lady will come back slowly I know but you will get there..
Off on Monday and Tuesday next week so if you need company just shout..
Love you loads and so proud of you. Keep going you will get there. I know easy for others to say. Xxx
Deanna Van Der Velde said:
Is there no one you could ring to get some reassurance xx
ME said:
I’m just being silly, hopefully the consultant will be able to put my mind at rest next week
Tracy G said:
You’re bound to be nervous petal after what happened with the duvet but I’m sure that if you rest it & don’t overdo it & do what the consultant says then you will be ok X. Maybe it’s just until it all settles down & no doubt Shelly they have made sure that your tendon is repaired so there will be no repeat of that happening . I guess it’s just a case of doing nothing to aggravate it . Try not to worry sweetie I know your doing everything to minimise the risks now & let’s face it you were not to know that would happen but now you do & at least you can avoid doing anything to cause it now . Stay strong ok & try to think positive that it’s only going to get better now … Sending big hugs & I hope all the replies on your blog from everyone is making you feel better xxxx keep us updated xxx mwah xxx