I’m feeling proper sorry for myself today, I slept badly and woke in a lot of pain so I’m sitting up in bed doing emails before I drag myself downstairs to start on the pile of medication. I’m looking forward to the day when I can ditch the painkillers and make the pile a lot smaller but that seems like so far away.
I can’t be bothered with much at the moment, my arm is making things really difficult as it’s too painful to lift from the shoulder. I’m too busy feeling sorry for myself. I don’t do it often so I’m just going to get it out of my system and prepare myself for the next fight. 😦
Total Shoulder Replacement 
Anonymous said:
Take it an hour at a time xx
Lilian Smith said:
I’m sorry you are still suffering so much. Not long now though and then you can put this behind you. You truly are amazing to do what you do looking after your Mam the way you do and still going to work. Keep your chin up.
Love Aunt Lil
> On 13 July 2016 at 07:27 My Shoulder Replacement > wrote: > > shellyc23 posted: “I’m feeling proper sorry for myself today, I slept > badly and woke in pain so I’m sitting up in bed doing mails before I drag > myself downstairs to start on the pile of medication. I’m looking forward to > the day when I can ditch the painkillers and make the” >
Lorna March said:
You have had lots of fights throughout your entire life.
You always manage to get through them somehow, I don’t know how but you do.
I think that makes you more than entitled to feel sorry for yourself, so stop beating yourself up about it when you do feel like crap
love you xxx